My bow just dissapeared

i was mapping as normal and when i entered a new map my bow was not there i could only punch, wtf is this? cost me 20 divines and it just dissapeared i didn't remove it from my gear at any point so it's no sell nor anything, entered the new map for taking a look maybe dropped, looked at my stach, at guild stash.. nothing it just banished from my hands, i'm tilted af rn

Is it in your offhand weapon slot (x button on pc)