Ritual just crushed my soul

Today, after about 70 maps of rituals of finding almost nothing of value, I have finally seen the first big drop - a Omen of Sinistral Erasure.

Turns out, this single item costs 23400 tributes to purchase, and its deferral price is 3500+ tributes.

I was barely able to gather 3k tributes on 4 ritual pyres, and I had to spend 1000 tribute to refresh to get this loot, which means there is no way I could purchase something like this even if I manage to encounter it in the extremely rare cases.

This just crushed my soul.

Why did I even bother? At this rate, I will never see the audience with the king which costs a whoaping 6 divines, I will never be able to level up my atlas skill points, which means even if the ritual drops me something good, I will never be able to purchase it anyways.

Why did I even bother?

This feels extremely terrible.

This feels like you have worked so hard towards a goal, and played everything fair and square, follow all the rules and in the end they can just simply tell you no and turn you away from your rewards.


I have been enthusiatically playing this game for 250 hours and this is the straw that broke the cammal's back. I am not sure if ggg understand how difficult it is for a normal player to gather 6 divines, and to miss 9 divines when it is at the tip of your finger is the definition of soul crushing.

I am trying my very best to not be emotional and be constructive, but this is not something I could just shrug off and be understanding about. I feel mocked and insulted

I am done.