After game crash weapon dissapiered.

Hello , dear ggg , help me with situation when i was using teleport , game crushed , and when i got back in the game my main weapon just dissapiered ..
it was wery a big amount of divines for me , 5 div was the price.
Can you help me solve a problem ? can i have my attuned wand back ?
Please answer as quick as you can , because i cant i game which i boght. thx